| Yesterday afternoon set in misty and cold. I had half a mind to
spend it by my study fire, instead of wading through heath and mud
to Wuthering Heights. On coming up from dinner, however (N.B. I dine
between twelve and one o'clock; the housekeeper, a matronly lady,
taken as a fixture along with the house, could not, or would not,
comprehend my request that I might be served at five), on mounting
the stairs with this lazy intention, and stepping into the room, I
saw a servant girl on her knees surrounded by brushes and coal-scuttles,
and raising an infernal dust as she extinguished the flames with heaps
of cinders. This spectacle drove me back immediately; I took my hat,
and, after a four-miles' walk, arrived at Heathcliff's garden gate
just in time to escape the first feathery flakes of a snow shower.
On that bleak hill top the earth was hard with a black frost, and
the air made me shiver through every limb. Being unable to remove
the chain, I jumped over, and, running up the flagged causeway bordered
with straggling gooseberry bushes, knocked vainly for admittance,
till my knuckles tingled and the dogs howled.
`Wretched inmates!' I ejaculated mentally, `you deserve perpetual
isolation from your species for your churlish inhospitality. At
least, I would not keep my doors barred in the day time. I don't
care--I will get in!' So resolved, I grasped the latch and shook
it vehemently. Vinegar-faced Joseph projected his head from a round
window of the barn.
`Whet are ye for?' he shouted. `T' maister's dahn i' t' fowld.
Go rahnd by th' end ut' laith, if yah went tuh spake tull him.'
`Is there nobody inside to open the door?' I hallooed, responsively.
`They's nobbut t' missis; and shoo'll nut oppen't an ye mak yer
flaysome dins till neeght.'
`Why? Cannot you tell her who I am, eh, Joseph?'
`Nor-ne me! Aw'll hae noa hend wi't,' muttered the head, vanishing.
The snow began to drive thickly. I seized the handle to essay another
trial; when a young man without coat, and shouldering a pitchfork,
appeared in the yard behind. He hailed me to follow him, and, after
marching through a wash-house, and a paved area containing a coal
shed, pump, and pigeon cot, we at length arrived in the huge, warm,
cheerful apartment, where I was formerly received. It glowed delightfully
in the radiance of an immense fire, compounded of coal, peat, and
wood; and near the table, laid for a plentiful evening meal, I was
pleased to observe the `missis', an individual whose existence I
had never previously suspected. I bowed and waited, thinking she
would bid me take a seat. She looked at me, leaning back in her
chair, and remained motionless and mute.
`Rough weather!' I remarked. `I'm afraid, Mrs Heathcliff, the door
must bear the consequence of your servants' leisure attendance:
I had hard work to make them hear me.'
She never opened her mouth. I stared--she stared also: at any rate,
she kept her eyes on me in a cool, regardless manner, exceedingly
embarrassing and disagreeable.
`Sit down,' said the young man gruffly. `He'll be in soon.'
I obeyed; and hemmed, and called the villain Juno, who deigned,
at this second interview, to move the extreme tip of her tail, in
token of owning my acquaintance.
`A beautiful animal!' I commenced again. `Do you intend parting
with the little ones, madam?'
`They are not mine,' said the amiable hostess, more repellingly
than Heathcliff himself could have replied.
`Ah, your favourites are among these?' I continued, turning to
an obscure cushion full of something like cats.
`A strange choice of favourites!' she observed scornfully.
Unluckily, it was a heap of dead rabbits. I hemmed once more, and
drew closer to the hearth, repeating my comment on the wildness
of the evening.
`You should not have come out,' she said, rising and reaching from
the chimney-piece two of the painted canisters.
Her position before was sheltered from the light; now, I had a
distinct view of her whole figure and countenance. She was slender,
and apparently scarcely past girlhood: an admirable form, and the
most exquisite little face that I have ever had the pleasure of
beholding; small features, very fair; flaxen ringlets, or rather
golden, hanging loose on her delicate neck; and eyes, had they been
agreeable in expression, they would have been irresistible: fortunately
for my susceptible heart, the only sentiment they evinced hovered
between scorn, and a kind of desperation, singularly unnatural to
be detected there. The canisters were almost out of her reach; I
made a motion to aid her; she turned upon me as a miser might turn
if anyone attempted to assist him in counting his gold.
`I don't want your help,' she snapped; `I can get them for myself.'
`I beg your pardon!' I hastened to reply.
`Were you asked to tea?' she demanded, tying an apron over her
neat black frock, and standing with a spoonful of the leaf poised
over the pot.
`I shall be glad to have a cup,' I answered.
`Were you asked?' she repeated.
`No,' I said, half smiling. `You are the proper person to ask me.'
She flung the tea back, spoon and all, and resumed her chair in
a pet; her forehead corrugated, and her red under lip pushed out,
like a child's ready to cry.
Meanwhile, the young man had slung on to his person a decidedly
shabby upper garment, and, erecting himself before the blaze, looked
down on me from the corner of his eyes, for all the world as if
there were some mortal feud unavenged between us. I began to doubt
whether he were a servant or not: his dress and speech were both
rude, entirely devoid of the superiority observable in Mr and Mrs
Heathcliff; his thick brown curls were rough and uncultivated, his
whiskers encroached bearishly over his cheeks, and his hands were
embrowned like those of a common labourer: still his bearing was
free, almost haughty, and he showed none of a domestic's assiduity
in attending on the lady of the house. In the absence of clear proofs
of his condition, I deemed it best to abstain from noticing his
curious conduct; and, five minutes afterwards, the entrance of Heathcliff
relieved me, in some measure, from my uncomfortable state.
`You see, sir, I am come, according to promise!' I exclaimed, assuming
the cheerful; `and I fear I shall be weatherbound for half an hour,
if you can afford me shelter during that space.'
`Half an hour?' he said, shaking the white flakes from his clothes;
`I wonder you should select the thick of a snowstorm to ramble about
in. Do you know that you run a risk of being lost in the marshes?
People familiar with these moors often miss their road on such evenings;
and I can tell you there is no chance of a change at present.'
`Perhaps I can get a guide among your lads, and he might stay at
the Grange till morning--could you spare me one?'
`No, I could not.'
`Oh, indeed! Well, then, I must trust to my own sagacity.'
`Umph!'
`Are you going to mak th' tea?' demanded he of the shabby coat,
shifting his ferocious gaze from me to the young lady.
`Is he to have any?' she asked, appealing to Heathcliff.
`Get it ready, will you?' was the answer, uttered so savagely that
I started. The tone in which the words were said revealed a genuine
bad nature. I no longer felt inclined to call Heathcliff a capital
fellow. When the preparations were finished, he invited me with--`Now,
sir, bring forward your chair.' And we all, including the rustic
youth, drew round the table: an austere silence prevailing while
we discussed our meal.
I thought, if I had caused the cloud, it was my duty to make an
effort to dispel it. They could not every day sit so grim and taciturn;
and it was impossible, however ill-tempered they might be, that
the universal scowl they wore was their everyday countenance.
`It is strange,' I began, in the interval of swallowing one cup
of tea and receiving another--`it is strange how custom can mould
our tastes and ideas: many could not imagine the existence of happiness
in a life of such complete exile from the world as you spend, Mr
Heathcliff; yet I'll venture to say, that, surrounded by your family,
and with your amiable lady as the presiding genius over your home
and heart--'
`My amiable lady!' he interrupted, with an almost diabolical sneer
on his face. `Where is she--my amiable lady?'
`Mrs Heathcliff, your wife, I mean.'
`Well, yes--Oh, you would intimate that her spirit has taken the
post of ministering angel, and guards the fortunes of Wuthering
Heights even when her body is gone. Is that it?'
Perceiving myself in a blunder, I attempted to correct it. I might
have seen there was too great a disparity between the ages of the
parties to make it likely that they were man and wife. One was about
forty: a period of mental vigour at which men seldom cherish the
delusion of being married for love by girls: that dream is reserved
for the solace of our declining years. The other did not look seventeen.
Then it flashed upon me--`The clown at my elbow, who is drinking
his tea out of a basin and eating his bread with unwashed hands,
may be her husband: Heathcliff, junior, of course. Here is the consequence
of being buried alive: she has thrown herself away upon that boor
from sheer ignorance that better individuals existed! A sad pity--I
must beware how I cause her to regret her choice.' The last reflection
may seem conceited; it was not. My neighbour struck me as bordering
on repulsive; I knew, through experience, that I was tolerably attractive.
`Mrs Heathcliff is my daughter-in-law,' said Heathcliff, corroborating
my surmise. He turned, as he spoke, a peculiar look in her direction:
a look of hatred; unless he has a most perverse set of facial muscles
that will not, like those of other people, interpret the language
of his soul.
`Ah, certainly--I see now: you are the favoured possessor of the
beneficent fairy,' I remarked, turning to my neighbour.
This was worse than before: the youth grew crimson, and clenched
his fist, with every appearance of a meditated assault. But he seemed
to recollect himself presently, and smothered the storm in a brutal
curse, muttered on my behalf: which, however, I took care not to
notice.
`Unhappy in your conjectures, sir,' observed my host; `we neither
of us have the privilege of owning your good fairy; her mate is
dead. I said she was my daughter-in-law, therefore, she must have
married my son.'
`And this young man is--'
`Not my son, assuredly.'
Heathcliff smiled again, as if it were rather too bold a jest to
attribute the paternity of that bear to him.
`My name is Hareton Earnshaw,' growled the other; `and I'd counsel
you to respect it!'
`I've shown no disrespect,' was my reply, laughing internally at
the dignity with which he announced himself.
He fixed his eye on me longer than I cared to return the stare,
for fear I might be tempted either to box his ears or render my
hilarity audible. I began to feel unmistakably out of place in that
pleasant family circle. The dismal spiritual atmosphere overcame,
and more than neutralized, the glowing physical comforts round me;
and I resolved to be cautious how I ventured under those rafters
a third time.
The business of eating being concluded, and no one uttering a word
of sociable conversation, I approached a window to examine the weather.
A sorrowful sight I saw: dark night coming down prematurely, and
sky and hills mingled in one bitter whirl of wind and suffocating
snow.
`I don't think it possible for me to get home now without a guide,'
I could not help exclaiming. `The roads will be buried already;
and, if they were bare, I could scarcely distinguish a foot in advance.
`Hareton, drive those dozen sheep into the barn porch. They'll
be covered if left in the fold all night: and put a plank before
them,' said Heathcliff.
`How must I do?' I continued, with rising irritation.
There was no reply to my question; and on looking round I saw only
Joseph bringing in a pail of porridge for the dogs, and Mrs Heathcliff
leaning over the fire, diverting herself with burning a bundle of
matches which had fallen from the chimney-piece as she restored
the tea canister to its place. The former, when he had deposited
his burden, took a critical survey of the room, and in cracked tones,
grated out:
`Aw woonder hagh yah can faishion tuh stand thear i' idleness un
war, when all on 'em's goan aght! Bud yah're a nowt, and it's noa
use talking --yah'll niver mend uh yer ill ways, bud goa raight
tuh t' divil, like yer mother afore ye!'
I imagined, for a moment, that this piece of eloquence was addressed
to me; and, sufficiently enraged, stepped towards the aged rascal
with an intention of kicking him out of the door. Mrs Heathcliff,
however, checked me by her answer.
`You scandalous old hypocrite!' she replied. `Are you not afraid
of being carried away bodily, whenever you mention the devil's name?
I warn you to refrain from provoking me, or I'll ask your abduction
as a special favour. Stop! look here, Joseph,' she continued, taking
a long, dark book from a shelf; `I'll show you how far I've progressed
in the Black Art: I shall soon be competent to make a clear house
of it. The red cow didn't die by chance; and your rheumatism can
hardly be reckoned among providential visitations!'
`Oh, wicked, wicked!' gasped the elder; `may the Lord deliver us
from evil!'
`No, reprobate! you are a castaway--be off, or I'll hurt you seriously!
I'll have you all modelled in wax and clay; and the first who passes
the limits I fix, shall--I'll not say what he shall be done to--but,
you'll see! Go, I'm looking at you!'
The little witch put a mock malignity into her beautiful eyes,
and Joseph, trembling with sincere horror, hurried out praying and
ejaculating `wicked' as he went. I thought her conduct must be prompted
by a species of dreary fun; and, now that we were alone, I endeavoured
to interest her in my distress.
`Mrs Heathcliff,' I said earnestly, `you must excuse me for troubling
you. I presume, because, with that face, I'm sure you cannot help
being good-hearted. Do point out some landmarks by which I may know
my way home: I have no more idea how to get there than you would
have how to get to London!'
`Take the road you came,' she answered, ensconcing herself in a
chair, with a candle, and the long book open before her. `It is
brief advice, but as sound as I can give.'
`Then, if you hear of me being discovered dead in a bog or a pit
full of snow, your conscience won't whisper that it is partly your
fault?'
`How so? I cannot escort you. They wouldn't let me go to the end
of the garden wall.'
`You! I should be sorry to ask you to cross the threshold, for
my convenience, on such a night,' I cried. `I want you to tell me
my way, net to show it; or else to persuade Mr Heathcliff to give
me a guide.'
`Who? There is himself, Earnshaw, Zillah, Joseph, and I. Which
would you have?'
`Are there no boys at the farm?'
`No, those are all.'
`Then, it follows that I am compelled to stay.'
`That you may settle with your host. I have nothing to do with
it.'
`I hope it will be a lesson to you to make no more rash journeys
on these hills,' cried Heathcliff's stern voice from the kitchen
entrance. `As to staying here, I don't keep accommodations for visitors:
you must share a bed with Hareton or Joseph, if you do.'
`I can sleep on a chair in this room,' I replied.
`No, no! A stranger is a stranger, be he rich or poor: it will
not suit me to permit anyone the range of the place while I am off
guard!' said the unmannerly wretch.
With this insult, my patience was at an end. I uttered an expression
of disgust, and pushed past him into the yard, running against Earnshaw
in my haste. It was so dark that I could not see the means of exit;
and, as I wandered round, I heard another specimen of their civil
behaviour amongst each other. At first the young man appeared about
to befriend me.
`I'll go with him as far as the park,' he said.
`You'll go with him to hell!' exclaimed his master, or whatever
relation he bore. `And who is to look after the horses, eh?'
A man's life is of more consequence than one evening's neglect
of the horses: somebody must go, murmured Mrs Heathcliff, more kindly
than I expected.
`Not at your command!' retorted Hareton. `If you set store on him,
you'd better be quiet.'
`Then I hope his ghost will haunt you; and I hope Mr Heathcliff
will never get another tenant till the Grange is a ruin!' she answered
sharply.
`Hearken, hearken, shoo's cursing on 'em!' muttered Joseph, towards
whom I had been steering.
He sat within earshot, milking the cows by the light of a lantern,
which I seized unceremoniously, and, calling out that I would send
it back on the morrow, rushed to the nearest postern.
`Maister, maister, he's stealing t' lantern!' shouted the ancient,
pursuing my retreat. `Hey, Gnasher! Hey, dog! Hey, Wolf, holld him,
holld him!'
On opening the little door, two hairy monsters flew at my throat,
bearing me down and extinguishing the light; while a mingled guffaw
from Heathcliff and Hareton, put the copestone on my rage and humiliation.
Fortunately, the beasts seemed more bent on stretching their paws
and yawning, and flourishing their tails, than devouring me alive;
but they would suffer no resurrection, and I was forced to lie till
their malignant master pleased to deliver me: then, hatless and
trembling with wrath, I ordered the miscreants to let me out--on
their peril to keep me one minute longer-with several incoherent
threats of retaliation that, in their indefinite depth of virulency,
smacked of King Lear.
The vehemence of my agitation brought on a copious bleeding at
the nose, and still Heathcliff laughed, and still I scolded. I don't
know what would have concluded the scene, had there not been one
person at hand rather more rational than myself, and more benevolent
than my entertainer. This was Zillah, the stout housewife; who at
length issued forth to inquire into the nature of the uproar. She
thought that some of them had been laying violent hands on me; and,
not daring to attack her master, she turned her vocal artillery
against the young scoundrel.
`Well, Mr Earnshaw,' she cried, `I wonder what you'll have agait
next! Are we going to murder folk on our very doorstones? I see
this house will never do for me--look at t' poor lad, he's fair
choking! Wisht, wisht! you mun'n't go on so. Come in, and I'll cure
that; there now, hold ye still.'
With these words she suddenly splashed a pint of icy water down
my neck, and pulled me into the kitchen. Mr Heathcliff followed,
his accidental merriment expiring quickly in his habitual moroseness.
I was sick exceedingly, and dizzy and faint; and thus compelled
perforce to accept lodgings under his roof. He told Zillah to give
me a glass of brandy, and then passed on to the inner room; while
she condoled with me on my sorry predicament, and having obeyed
his orders, whereby I was somewhat revived, ushered me to bed.
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