What vain weather-cocks we are! I, who had determined to hold myself
independent of all social intercourse, and thanked my stars that,
at length, I had lighted on a spot where it was next to impracticable--I,
weak wretch, after maintaining till dusk a struggle with low spirits
and solitude, was finally compelled to strike my colours; and, under
pretence of gaining information concerning the necessities of my establishment,
I desired Mrs Dean, when she brought in supper, to sit down while
I ate it; hoping sincerely she would prove a regular gossip, and either
rouse me to animation or lull me to sleep by her talk.
`You have lived here a considerable time,' I commenced; `did you not
say sixteen years?'
`Eighteen, sir: I came, when the mistress was married, to wait
on her; after she died, the master retained me for his housekeeper.'
`Indeed.'
There ensued a pause. She was not a gossip, I feared; unless about
her own affairs, and those could hardly interest me. However, having
studied for an interval, with a fist on either knee, and a cloud
of meditation over her ruddy countenance, she ejaculated:
`Ah, times are greatly changed since then!'
`Yes,' I remarked, `you've seen a good many alterations, I suppose?'
`I have: and troubles too,' she said.
`Oh, I'll turn the talk on my landlord's family!' I thought to
myself. `A good subject to start--and that pretty girl-widow, I
should like to know her history: whether she be a native of the
country, or, as is more probable, an exotic that the surly indigenae
will not recognize for kin.' With this intention I asked Mrs Dean
why Heathcliff let Thrushcross Grange, and preferred living in a
situation and residence so much inferior. `Is he not rich enough
to keep the estate in good order?' I inquired.
`Rich, sir!' she returned. `He has, nobody knows what money, and
every year it increases. Yes, yes, he's rich enough to live in a
finer house than this: but he's very near--close-handed; and, if
he had meant to flit to Thrushcross Grange, as soon as he heard
of a good tenant he could not have borne to miss the chance of getting
a few hundreds more. It is strange people should be so greedy, when
they are alone in the world!'
`He had a son, it seems?'
`Yes, he had one--he is dead.'
`And, that young lady, Mrs Heathcliff, is his widow?'
`Yes.
`Where did she come from originally?'
`Why, sir, she is my late master's daughter: Catherine Linton was
her maiden name. I nursed her, poor thing! I did wish Mr Heathcliff
would remove here, and then we might have been together again.'
`What! Catherine Linton?' I exclaimed, astonished. But a minute's
reflection convinced me it was not my ghostly Catherine.
`Then,' I continued, `my predecessor's name was Linton?'
`It was.
`And who is that Earnshaw, Hareton Earnshaw, who lives with Mr
Heathcliff? are they relations?'
`No; he is the late Mrs Linton's nephew.'
`The young lady's cousin, then?'
`Yes; and her husband was her cousin also: one on the mother's,
the other on the father's side: Heathcliff married Mr Linton's sister.'
`I see the house at Wuthering Heights has "Earnshaw"
carved over the front door. Are they an old family?'
`Very old, sir; and Hareton is the last of them, as our Miss Cathy
is of us--I mean of the Lintons. Have you been to Wuthering Heights?
I beg pardon for asking; but I should like to hear how she is!'
`Mrs Heathcliff? She looked very well, and very handsome; yet,
I think, not very happy.'
`Oh dear, I don't wonder! And how did you like the master?' `A
rough fellow, rather, Mrs Dean. Is not that his character?'
`Rough as a saw edge, and hard as whinstone! The less you meddle
with him the better.'
`He must have had some ups and downs in life to make him such a
churl. Do you know anything of his history?'
`It's a cuckoo's, sir--I know all about it: except where he was
born, and who were his parents, and how he got his money, at first.
And Hareton has been cast out like an unfledged dunnock! The unfortunate
lad is the only one in all this parish that does not guess how he
has been cheated.'
`Well, Mrs Dean, it will be a charitable deed to tell me something
of my neighbours: I feel I shall not rest, if I go to bed; so be
good enough to sit and chat an hour.'
`Oh, certainly, sir! I'll just fetch a little sewing, and then
I'll sit as long as you please. But you've caught cold: I saw you
shivering, and you must have some gruel to drive it out.'
The worthy woman bustled off, and I crouched nearer the fire; my
head felt hot, and the rest of me chill: moreover, I was excited,
almost to a pitch of foolishness, through my nerves and brain.
This caused me to feel, not uncomfortable, but rather fearful (as
I am still) of serious effects from the incidents of today and yesterday.
She returned presently, bringing a smoking basin and a basket of
work; and, having placed the former on the hob, drew in her seat,
evidently pleased to find me so companionable.
Before I came to live here, she commenced--waiting no further invitation
to her story--I was almost always at Wuthering Heights; because
my mother had nursed Mr Hindley Earnshaw, that was Hareton's father,
and I got used to playing with the children: I ran errands too,
and helped to make hay, and hung about the farm ready for anything
that anybody would set me to. One fine summer morning--it was the
beginning of harvest, I remember--Mr Earnshaw, the old master, came
downstairs, dressed for a journey; and after he had told Joseph
what was to be done during the day, he turned to Hindley, and Cathy,
and me--for I sat eating my porridge with them--and he said, speaking
to his son, `Now my bonny man, I'm going to Liverpool today, what
shall I bring you? You may choose what you like: only let it be
little, for I shall walk there and back: sixty miles each way, that
is a long spell!' Hindley named a fiddle, and then he asked Miss
Cathy; she was hardly six years old, but she could ride any horse
in the stable, and she chose a whip. He did not forget me; for he
had a kind heart, though he was rather severe sometimes. He promised
to bring me a pocketful of apples and pears, and then he kissed
his children goodbye and set off.
It seemed a long while to us all--the three days of his absence--and
often did little Cathy ask when he would be home. Mrs Earnshaw expected
him by supper time on the third evening, and she put the meal off
hour after hour; there were no signs of his coming, however, and
at last the children got tired of running down to the gate to look.
Then it grew dark; she would have had them to bed, but they begged
sadly to be allowed to stay up; and, just about eleven o'clock,
the door latch was raised quietly and in stepped the master. He
threw himself into a chair, laughing and groaning, and bid them
all stand off, for he was nearly killed--he would not have such
another walk for the three kingdoms.
`And at the end of it, to be flighted to death!' he said, opening
his greatcoat, which he held bundled up in his arms. `See here,
wife! I was never so beaten with anything in my life: but you must
e'en take it as a gift of God; though it's as dark almost as if
it came from the devil.'
We crowded round, and over Miss Cathy's head, I had a peep at a
dirty, ragged, black-haired child; big enough both to walk and talk:
indeed, its face looked older than Catherine's; yet, when it was
set on its feet, it only stared round, and repeated over and over
again some gibberish, that nobody could understand. I was frightened,
and Mrs Earnshaw was ready to fling it out of doors: she did fly
up, asking how he could fashion to bring that gipsy brat into the
house, when they had their own bairns to feed and fend for? What
he meant to do with it, and whether he were mad? The master tried
to explain the matter; but he was really half dead with fatigue,
and all that I could make out, amongst her scolding, was a tale
of his seeing it starving, and houseless, and as good as dumb, in
the streets of Liverpool; where he picked it up and inquired for
its owner. Not a soul knew to whom it belonged, he said; and his
money and time being both limited, he thought it better to take
it home with him at once, than run into vain expenses there: because
he was determined he would not leave it as he found it. Well, the
conclusion was that my mistress grumbled herself calm; and Mr Earnshaw
told me to wash it, and give it clean things, and let it sleep with
the children.
Hindley and Cathy contented themselves with looking and listening
till peace was restored: then, both began searching their father's
pockets for the presents he had promised them. The former was a
boy of fourteen, but when he drew out what had been a fiddle crushed
to morsels in the greatcoat, he blubbered aloud; and Cathy, when
she learned the master had lost her whip in attending on the stranger,
showed her humour by grinning and spitting at the stupid little
thing; earning for her pains a sound blow from her father to teach
her cleaner manners. They entirely refused to have it in bed with
them, or even in their room; and I had no more sense, so I put it
on the landing of the stairs, hoping it might be gone on the morrow.
By chance, or else attracted by hearing his voice, it crept to Mr
Earnshaw's door, and there he found it on quitting his chamber.
Inquiries were made as to how it got there; I was obliged to confess,
and in recompense for my cowardice and inhumanity was sent out of
the house.
This was Heathcliff's first introduction to the family. On coming
back a few days afterwards (for I did not consider my banishment
perpetual) I found they had christened him `Heathcliff': it was
the name of a son who died in childhood, and it has served him ever
since, both for Christian and surname. Miss Cathy and he were now
very thick; but Hindley hated him! and to say the truth I did the
same; and we plagued and went on with him shamefully: for I wasn't
reasonable enough to feel my injustice, and the mistress never put
in a word on his behalf when she saw him wronged.
He seemed a sullen, patient child; hardened, perhaps, to ill-treatment:
he would stand Hindley's blows without winking or shedding a tear,
and my pinches moved him only to draw in a breath and open his eyes,
as if he had hurt himself by accident and nobody was to blame. This
endurance made old Earnshaw furious, when he discovered his son
persecuting the poor, fatherless child, as he called him. He took
to Heathcliff strangely, believing all he said (for that matter,
he said precious little, and generally the truth), and petting him
up far above Cathy, who was too mischievous and wayward for a favourite.
So, from the very beginning, he bred bad feeling in the house;
and at Mrs Earnshaw's death, which happened in less than two years
after, the young master had learned to regard his father as an oppressor
rather than a friend, and Heathcliff as a usurper of his parent's
affections and his privileges; and he grew bitter with brooding
over these injuries. I sympathized awhile; but when the children
fell ill of the measles, and I had to tend them, and take on me
the cares of a woman at once, I changed my ideas. Heathcliff was
dangerously sick: and while he lay at the worst he would have me
constantly by his pillow: I suppose he felt I did a good deal for
him, and he hadn't wit to guess that I was compelled to do it. However,
I will say this, he was the quietest child that ever nurse watched
over. The difference between him and the others forced me to be
less partial. Cathy and her brother harassed me terribly: he was
as uncomplaining as a lamb; though hardness, not gentleness, made
him give little trouble.
He got through, and the doctor affirmed it was in a great measure
owing to me, and praised me for my care. I was vain of his commendations,
and softened towards the being by whose means I earned them, and
thus Hindley lost his last ally: still I couldn't dote on Heathcliff,
and I wondered often what my master saw to admire so much in the
sullen boy, who never, to my recollection, repaid his indulgence
by any sign of gratitude. He was not insolent to his benefactor,
he was simply insensible; though knowing perfectly the hold he had
on his heart, and conscious he had only to speak and all the house
would be obliged to bend to his wishes. As an instance, I remember
Mr Earnshaw once bought a couple of colts at the parish fair, and
gave the lads each one. Heathcliff took the handsomest, but it soon
fell lame, and when he discovered it, he said to Hindley--
`You must exchange horses with me: I don't like mine; and if you
won't I shall tell your father of the three thrashings you've given
me this week, and show him my arm, which is black to the shoulder.'
Hindley put out his tongue and cuffed him over the ears. `You'd
better do it at once,' he persisted, escaping to the porch (they
were in the stable): `you will have to; and if I speak of these
blows, you'll get them again with interest.' `Off, dog!' cried Hindley,
threatening him with an iron weight used for weighing potatoes and
hay. `Throw it,' he replied, standing still, `and then I'll tell
how you boasted that you would turn me out of doors as soon as he
died, and see whether he will not turn you out directly.' Hindley
threw it, hitting him on the breast, and down he fell, but staggered
up immediately, breathless and white; and, had not I prevented it,
he would have gone just so to the master, and got full revenge by
letting his condition plead for him, intimating who had caused it.
`Take my colt, gipsy, then!' said young Earnshaw. `And I pray that
he may break your neck: take him, and be damned, you beggarly interloper!
and wheedle my father out of all he has: only afterwards show him
what you are, imp of Satan.--And take that, I hope he'll kick out
your brains!'
Heathcliff had gone to loose the beast, and shift it to his own
stall; he was passing behind it, when Hindley finished his speech
by knocking him under its feet, and without stopping to examine
whether his hopes were fulfilled, ran away as fast as he could.
I was surprised to witness how coolly the child gathered himself
up, and went on with his intention; exchanging saddles and all,
and then sitting down on a bundle of hay to overcome the qualm which
the violent blow occasioned, before he entered the house. I persuaded
him easily to let me lay the blame of his bruises on the horse:
he minded little what tale was told since he had what he wanted.
He complained so seldom, indeed, of such stirs as these, that I
really thought him not vindictive: I was deceived completely, as
you will hear.
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