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Marya Dmitrievna, having found Sonya weeping in the corridor,
made her confess everything, and intercepting the note to Natasha
she read it and went into Natasha's room with it in her hand.
"You shameless good-for-nothing!" said she. "I
won't hear a word."
Pushing back Natasha who looked at her with astonished but
tearless eyes, she locked her in; and having given orders to the
yard porter to admit the persons who would be coming that evening,
but not to let them out again, and having told the footman to
bring them up to her, she seated herself in the drawing room to
await the abductors.
When Gabriel came to inform her that the men who had come
had run away again, she rose frowning, and clasping her hands
behind her paced through the rooms a long time considering what
she should do. Toward midnight she went to Natasha's room fingering
the key in her pocket. Sonya was sitting sobbing in the corridor.
"Marya Dmitrievna, for God's sake let me in to her!"
she pleaded, but Marya Dmitrievna unlocked the door and went in
without giving her an answer.... "Disgusting, abominable...
In my house... horrid girl, hussy! I'm only sorry for her father!"
thought she, trying to restrain her wrath. "Hard as it may
be, I'll tell them all to hold their tongues and will hide it
from the count." She entered the room with resolute steps.
Natasha lying on the sofa, her head hidden in her hands, and she
did not stir. She was in just the same position in which Marya
Dmitrievna had left her.
"A nice girl! Very nice!" said Marya Dmitrievna.
"Arranging meetings with lovers in my house! It's no use
pretending: you listen when I speak to you!" And Marya Dmitrievna
touched her arm. "Listen when when I speak! You've disgraced
yourself like the lowest of hussies. I'd treat you differently,
but I'm sorry for your father, so I will conceal it."
Natasha did not change her position, but her whole body heaved
with noiseless, convulsive sobs which choked her. Marya Dmitrievna
glanced round at Sonya and seated herself on the sofa beside Natasha.
"It's lucky for him that he escaped me; but I'll find
him!" she said in her rough voice. "Do you hear what
I am saying or not?" she added.
She put her large hand under Natasha's face and turned it
toward her. Both Marya Dmitrievna and Sonya were amazed when they
saw how Natasha looked. Her eyes were dry and glistening, her
lips compressed, her cheeks sunken.
"Let me be!... What is it to me?... I shall die!"
she muttered, wrenching herself from Marya Dmitrievna's hands
with a vicious effort and sinking down again into her former position.
"Natalie!" said Marya Dmitrievna. "I wish for
your good. Lie still, stay like that then, I won't touch you.
But listen. I won't tell you how guilty you are. You know that
yourself. But when your father comes back tomorrow what am I to
tell him? Eh?"
Again Natasha's body shook with sobs.
"Suppose he finds out, and your brother, and your betrothed?"
"I have no betrothed: I have refused him!" cried
Natasha.
"That's all the same," continued Dmitrievna. "If
they hear of this, will they let it pass? He, your father, I know
him... if he challenges him to a duel will that be all right?
Eh?"
"Oh, let me be! Why have you interfered at all? Why?
Why? Who asked you to?" shouted Natasha, raising herself
on the sofa and looking malignantly at Marya Dmitrievna.
"But what did you want?" cried Marya Dmitrievna,
growing angry again. "Were you kept under lock and key? Who
hindered his coming to the house? Why carry you off as if you
were some gypsy singing girl?... Well, if he had carried you off...
do you think they wouldn't have found him? Your father, or brother,
or your betrothed? And he's a scoundrel, a wretch- that's a fact!"
"He is better than any of you!" exclaimed Natasha
getting up. "If you hadn't interfered... Oh, my God! What
is it all? What is it? Sonya, why?... Go away!"
And she burst into sobs with the despairing vehemence with
which people bewail disasters they feel they have themselves occasioned.
Marya Dmitrievna was to speak again but Natasha cried out:
"Go away! Go away! You all hate and despise me!"
and she threw herself back on the sofa.
Marya Dmitrievna went on admonishing her for some time, enjoining
on her that it must all be kept from her father and assuring her
that nobody would know anything about it if only Natasha herself
would undertake to forget it all and not let anyone see that something
had happened. Natasha did not reply, nor did she sob any longer,
but she grew cold and had a shivering fit. Marya Dmitrievna put
a pillow under her head, covered her with two quilts, and herself
brought her some lime-flower water, but Natasha did not respond
to her.
"Well, let her sleep," said Marya Dmitrievna as
she went of the room supposing Natasha to be asleep.
But Natasha was not asleep; with pale face and fixed wide-open
eyes she looked straight before her. All that night she did not
sleep or weep and did not speak to Sonya who got up and went to
her several times.
Next day Count Rostov returned from his estate near Moscow
in time for lunch as he had promised. He was in very good spirits;
the affair with the purchaser was going on satisfactorily, and
there was nothing to keep him any longer in Moscow, away from
the countess whom he missed. Marya Dmitrievna met him and told
him that Natasha had been very unwell the day before and that
they had sent for the doctor, but that she was better now. Natasha
had not left her room that morning. With compressed and parched
lips and dry fixed eyes, she sat at the window, uneasily watching
the people who drove past and hurriedly glancing round at anyone
who entered the room. She was evidently expecting news of him
and that he would come or would write to her.
When the count came to see her she turned anxiously round
at the sound of a man's footstep, and then her face resumed its
cold and malevolent expression. She did not even get up to greet
him. "What is the matter with you, my angel? Are you ill?"
asked the count.
After a moment's silence Natasha answered: "Yes, ill."
In reply to the count's anxious inquiries as to why she was
so dejected and whether anything had happened to her betrothed,
she assured him that nothing had happened and asked him not to
worry. Marya Dmitrievna confirmed Natasha's assurances that nothing
had happened. From the pretense of illness, from his daughter's
distress, and by the embarrassed faces of Sonya and Marya Dmitrievna,
the count saw clearly that something had gone wrong during his
absence, but it was so terrible for him to think that anything
disgraceful had happened to his beloved daughter, and he so prized
his own cheerful tranquillity, that he avoided inquiries and tried
to assure himself that nothing particularly had happened; and
he was only dissatisfied that her indisposition delayed their
return to the country.
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