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Rostov had come to Tilsit the day least suitable for a petition
on Denisov's behalf. He could not himself go to the general in
attendance as he was in mufti and had come to Tilsit without permission
to do so, and Boris, even had he wished to, could not have done
so on the following day. On that day, June 27, the preliminaries
of peace were signed. The Emperors exchanged decorations: Alexander
received the Cross of the Legion of Honor and Napoleon the Order
of St. Andrew of the First Degree, and a dinner had been arranged
for the evening, given by a battalion of the French Guards to
the Preobrazhensk battalion. The Emperors were to be present at
that banquet.
Rostov felt so ill at ease and uncomfortable with Boris that,
when the latter looked in after supper, he pretended to be asleep,
and early next morning went away, avoiding Boris. In his civilian
clothes and a round hat, he wandered about the town, staring at
the French and their uniforms and at the streets and houses where
the Russian and French Emperors were staying. In a square he saw
tables being set up and preparations made for the dinner; he saw
the Russian and French colors draped from side to side of the
streets, with hugh monograms A and N. In the windows of the houses
also flags and bunting were displayed.
"Boris doesn't want to help me and I don't want to ask
him. That's settled," thought Nicholas. "All is over
between us, but I won't leave here without having done all I can
for Denisov and certainly not without getting his letter to the
Emperor. The Emperor!... He is here!" thought Rostov, who
had unconsciously returned to the house where Alexander lodged.
Saddled horses were standing before the house and the suite
were assembling, evidently preparing for the Emperor to come out.
"I may see him at any moment," thought Rostov. "If
only I were to hand the letter direct to him and tell him all...
could they really arrest me for my civilian clothes? Surely not!
He would understand on whose side justice lies. He understands
everything, knows everything. Who can be more just, more magnanimous
than he? And even if they did arrest me for being here, what would
it matter?" thought he, looking at an officer who was entering
the house the Emperor occupied. "After all, people do go
in.... It's all nonsense! I'll go in and hand the letter to the
Emperor myself so much the worse for Drubetskoy who drives me
to it!" And suddenly with a determination he himself did
not expect, Rostov felt for the letter in his pocket and went
straight to the house.
"No, I won't miss my opportunity now, as I did after
Austerlitz," he thought, expecting every moment to meet the
monarch, and conscious of the blood that rushed to his heart at
the thought. "I will fall at his feet and beseech him. He
will lift me up, will listen, and will even thank me. 'I am happy
when I can do good, but to remedy injustice is the greatest happiness,'"
Rostov fancied the sovereign saying. And passing people who looked
after him with curiosity, he entered the porch of the Emperor's
house.
A broad staircase led straight up from the entry, and to the
right he saw a closed door. Below, under the staircase, was a
door leading to the lower floor.
"Whom do you want?" someone inquired.
"To hand in a letter, a petition, to His Majesty,"
said Nicholas, with a tremor in his voice.
"A petition? This way, to the officer the officer on
duty" (he was shown the door leading downstairs), "only
it won't be accepted."
On hearing this indifferent voice, Rostov grew frightened
at what he was doing; the thought of meeting the Emperor at any
moment was so fascinating and consequently so alarming that he
was ready to run away, but the official who had questioned him
opened the door, and Rostov entered.
A short stout man of about thirty, in white breeches and high
boots and a batiste shirt that he had evidently only just put
on, standing in that room, and his valet was buttoning on to the
back of his breeches a new pair of handsome silk-embroidered braces
that, for some reason, attracted Rostov's attention. This man
was was speaking to someone in the adjoining room.
"A good figure and in her first bloom," he was saying,
but on seeing Rostov, he stopped short and frowned.
"What is it? A petition?"
"What is it?" asked the person in the other room.
"Another petitioner," answered the man with the
braces.
"Tell him to come later. He'll be coming out directly,
we must go."
"Later... later! Tomorrow. It's too late..."
Rostov turned and was about to go, but the man in the braces
stopped him.
"Whom have you come from? Who are you?"
"I come from Major Denisov," answered Rostov.
"Are you an officer?"
"Lieutenant Count Rostov."
"What audacity! Hand it in through your commander. And
go along with you... go," and he continued to put on the
uniform the valet handed him.
Rostov went back into the hall and noticed that in the porch
there were many officers and generals in full parade uniform,
whom he had to pass.
Cursing his temerity, his heart sinking at the thought of
finding himself at any moment face to face with the Emperor and
being put to shame and arrested in his presence, fully alive now
to the impropriety of his conduct and repenting of it, Rostov,
with downcast eyes, was making his way out of the house through
the brilliant suite when a familiar voice called him and a hand
detained him.
"What are you doing here, sir, in civilian dress?"
asked a deep voice.
It was a cavalry general who had obtained the Emperor's special
favor during this campaign, and who had formerly commanded the
division in which Rostov was serving.
Rostov, in dismay, began justifying himself, but seeing the
kindly, jocular face of the general, he took him aside and in
an excited voice told him the whole affair, asking him to intercede
for Denisov, whom the general knew. Having heard Rostov to the
end, the general shook his head gravely.
"I'm sorry, sorry for that fine fellow. Give me the letter."
Hardly had Rostov handed him the letter and finished explaining
Denisov's case, when hasty steps and the jingling of spurs were
heard on the stairs, and the general, leaving him, went to the
porch. The gentlemen of the Emperor's suite ran down the stairs
and went to their horses. Hayne, the same groom who had been at
Austerlitz, led up the Emperor's horse, and the faint creak of
a footstep Rostov knew at once was heard on the stairs. Forgetting
the danger of being recognized, Rostov went close to the porch,
together with some inquisitive civilians, and again, after two
years, saw those features he adored: that same face and same look
and step, and the same union of majesty and mildness.... And the
feeling of enthusiasm and love for his sovereign rose again in
Rostov's soul in all its old force. In the uniform of the Preobrazhensk
regiment- white chamois-leather breeches and high boots- and wearing
a star Rostov did not know (it was that of the Legion d'honneur),
the monarch came out into the porch, putting on his gloves and
carrying his hat under his arm. He stopped and looked about him,
brightening everything around by his glance. He spoke a few words
to some of the generals, and, recognizing the former commander
of Rostov's division, smiled and beckoned to him.
All the suite drew back and Rostov saw the general talking
for some time to the Emperor.
The Emperor said a few words to him and took a step toward
his horse. Again the crowd of members of the suite and street
gazers (among whom was Rostov) moved nearer to the Emperor. Stopping
beside his horse, with his hand on the saddle, the Emperor turned
to the cavalry general and said in a loud voice, evidently wishing
to be heard by all:
"I cannot do it, General. I cannot, because the law is
stronger than I," and he raised his foot to the stirrup.
The general bowed his head respectfully, and the monarch mounted
and rode down the street at a gallop. Beside himself with enthusiasm,
Rostov ran after him with the crowd.
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